I often forget,
To be excited.
About being myself.
Not that my plate was filthy,
But it’s clean now.
And I need to make it shine.
I get excited about what hasn’t been.
Yet.
My life is all pre meditated and I like it.
I often forget.
We must crawl before we can walk.
And I’ve just been born.
Again,
I’m impatient
And unsettled.
I’m alone.
I’m afraid.
But it’s ok.
Because I’ve got myself.
And i am doing well.
I’m alive
And breathing
I can walk
And see,
It’s ok to be me today.
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between tiny islands
Here I drift,
Between tiny islands.
A branch of the pacific
On my way home,
Again.
And here I am.
It’s funny to think
Not a month ago
I was in the south.
Deep down and swallowed
In the south.
A different world and a different mind
A different place and a different time.
As we gallop across the desert
I found my self surrounded by everything familiar.
The roads I now travel with ease once seemed so foreign and unseen.
Unlike the dirt roads and back streets I knew as a child yet I feel at home.
And there I was,
Not even a month ago,
Running from sand storms
And finding comfort in a rectangular box on wheels in which I shared with 4 others.
Now, here I am
Drifting
Between tiny islands
A branch of the pacific
And a bird,
A bird white in colour
With who knows what intentions
(if birds even have intentions)
Drifts.
Riding every wave of the wind,
With ease and comfort
And below,
Guilt and glee
Passionate and free
Some angry,
We float
Across the sea.
Here I am,
Im drifting
Between tiny islands
The north pacific seas.
And there is a man in the corner
Huffing glue.
An elderly couple
Who love like it’s new.
Here I am,
Afloat, the ocean below.
Searching for something.
A culture shock
Or a home, made of mud and rock.
Foreign talk or a foreign walk
A foreign taste or a new forest lake.
Here,
I drift
Out of tiny islands
…and we dock…
I had a plan
Where did it go
I had an escape
Left it to fate
Here I am
Yeah
There I went
I had a plan
Where did it go
We knew along
We grew up wrong
Here you are
Yeah
There you went
I had a plan
Where did it go
I was wrong
To leave it so late
Here I am
Yeah
There I went
Had an escape
Left it to fate
And there it went.
…shecameshesaw…
give your threats
and glare your stare
i’m well aware
yeah
i am well aware
stray away, alleycat
and dont come back
your modern flare
aint so modern anymore
yeah
give your threats
and glare your stare
i’m well aware
yeah
i am well aware
cast away with the evil inside
you are no bride
no
you are not
go away
be gone
tonight
go away
be gone
from, my sight
Parallel lines lay
Perpendicular
To the circles
We travel in
hereremindsmeofaplacefaraway
You need to be…
Ok
With all the things
You need to change
You can not fix…
What’s been done
But you can change
What you might become
…
attention:please
attention
:
please
attention:please
…focus…
Tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies…
I made a list of things to do.
Well, it’s more like four words scribbled in the corner of a piece of 8×10 printer paper.
to
be
more
intelligent.
…so I bought a book…
…accountable…
I love my self and I love my life
I love this world and all it’s grime
I’m not afraid of when I’ll die
Light it up
Let’s get high
And I know and I know it’s such a shame
And I know and I know it’s all a game
And I’ll play you like you’ve never been played
And I saved you when you were dead
So get your twisted thoughts out of my head cause I won’t be held accountable
I won’t be held accountable
I know a thing or two about love
Ive Been down in the dumps for long enough
I’m not afraid of anything
Light it up let’s do it again
And I know and I know it’s such a shame
And I know and I know it’s all a game
And I’ll play you like you’ve never been played
And I saved you when you were dead so get your twisted thoughts out of my head
Cause I won’t be held accountable
I won’t be held accountable
I love my self and I love my life
I love this world and all it’s grime
I’m not afraid of when I’ll die
Light it up
Let’s get high
And I know and I know it’s such a shame
And I know and I know it’s all a game
And I’ll play you like you’ve never been played
And I saved you when you were dead
So get your twisted thoughts out of my head cause I won’t be held accountable
I won’t be held accountable
littlelions
she paints here face like the Sistine Chapel
and she makes mistakes
yeah we make mistakes
little rascals
little rascals
she is sober
she is sober now
we wish we were well
oh how
we wish
we were well.
she can paint inside the lines
and we run and play
yeah we run away
little lions
little lions
some times love isn’t worth the hate
yeah sometimes love
sometimes love isn’t worth the pain
a little indifference to pave the way